The only way out is through

I’m feeling kind of sleepy right now… cause I’m on this boring class…

I’m going to write it all in English cause I’m missing my English classes so bad and I want to entertain myself with something I like, even though English classes come back today.

I wish I was somewhere else right now.. like in a mall or something… cause I want to buy some stuff… like a book, or a DVD, but I’m not sure I have enough money with me… I left the rest of it at home cause I knew that if I’d brought it, I was definitely going to spend it all today.

I’ve started to read a “mangá” =O it’s called “Colégio Ouran Host Club”… I never knew I could like one of these things cause I always hated all of them, but this one is just really funny, I laugh a lot when I’m reading it… it’s just normal people you know? There isn’t those strange-creepy-crazy thing as the others… it’s just… normal… people going to school, normal problems and a lot of jokes and cute stuff… so it’s not that bad… I even have a favorite character! Big change for me.

God, I love to write in English… I feel like I’m not from Brazil… not that I don’t like it here, but I would love to speak and write in English all the time, I feel special when I do it *-*. Sometimes I wonder if I would love English as much as I do of I was American… it’s something to think about… Maybe I like it cause it’s a part of my fantasy world and I hate the real world…

Changing the subject… I wanted to sleep so bad right now, but I’m with this make-up in my eyes and it I sleep I’m going to mess it all up. God what was I thinking when I put it on?!?!?! OK… I confess, when I put it on, I was thinking: “I’m going to put some make-up so I won’t sleep in the classroom”, but now… it just seems like an stupid idea.. I mean, sometimes it’s good to sleep in the classroom, mainly when we have good dreams and we wake up feeling happy…

God, I’m really afraid that this text is full of mistakes… I hate when I do something wrong in English, cause I feel like I’m dumb or something, and that all the years of study where for the trash, plus, I’m really not that smart on anything else, so if I go bad on it, it means that I’m good at nothing at all, and it’s really sad… cause I feel useless.

I guess there’s more 15/20 minutes to the end of this class… what else can I say to you? God, I have a really good, funny thing to tell, but I can’t… at least until next Monday xD~

Yesterday I subscribed the church camp for the next year… it’s going to be so much fun! I really liked the first one I went this year, can’t wait for the next.

I wanted to write a book someday… a really cool one… but I don’t know what’s it going to be about… I’m just waiting for a really good idea, then I’m going to work on it for 6 years and just after that, start to write it for real… just like J.K And Harry Potter, cause it ended up being a really good book… and I want a remarkable book, remarkable for me of course, but still something that brings a good message fro everyone who reads it. Well, I have to go now =/

Thanks for the ones who read it.

Sorry for the ones who didn’t get a word of what I said. I’m damn bad on it. I know =/

And sorry for the ones who doesn’t understand English =/